Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Day One -Back to Reality

The first day back to work went better than I expected. I was expecting to be an emotional wreck. I got up last night at 1 o'clock and 4 o'clock to feed Ava. I got up to get ready for work at 5 o'clock. That part definitely sucked. But I think I was running off some nerves today. I knew I had a lot to catch up with at work and then I was stressed about leaving Ava for work. I followed Noah to my mom's house because I couldn't part with Ava just yet. I had my little cry before I sadly left for work.

To shake things up even more they moved me to a different cubicle at work so that took some getting used to. But I was kept super busy at work trying to adjust to coming back and I was very thankful for it because it kept my mind off of leaving my sweet baby girl.

I did get my fix of her at lunch. I was thinking in my head she was going to be screaming her head off when I got to the babysitter's house but to my surprise she was sleeping like an angel. It made me feel more at ease knowing she wasn't giving the babysitter a hard time. The rest of my day at work I could concentrate on work and not feel guilty.

When I got home it was nice to cuddle with her. We took a nice nap because I was exhausted and the lack of sleep finally caught up to me now that I was home and with her in my arms. Noah has been so great. He took the initiative to cook us a nice dinner and I didn't have to worry about a thing. He fixed the bottles for the night and I gave Ava a bath. She's sound asleep now.

I'm so happy today went well. It gives me hope that I can get through this. It's going to be okay. I'm going to be okay.

1 comment :

  1. One day at a time! And each day will just get easier! Soon it'll all be routine for you. You did great on your first day mommy! Just remember, when she's old enough to eat solid foods, try your hardest not to buy her all the treats in the world on your way home from work!


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